love

It has taken me three and a quarter years to truly realize and decide what I want in life.

It’s not Gucci bags, not fancy cars, not helicopter rides, not fancy 10 course dinner menus- though those DO make life very pleasurable and surface-level fulfilling.

I think I’ve been searching for a life time.

Everyone said I was lost.

I was never lost. I just love to wander.

It just happens to be an extremely long and difficult journey- like a 3 hour Steven Spielberg that you can’t leave your seat till the credits roll.

I think I’ve always been waiting for the credits to roll.

Except instead of THREE hours, I’m at 243,090.

If I want to make it all the way to the credits, and the hidden scene for the tru fans at the ends, then there’s a few things that we need.

I am still working out the details but it’s simple.

1. Dogs
2. Cats
3. Love
4. Food
5. Cars
6. Flowers
7. Clouds
8. Family

(in no particular order) starting from 1 might just be the simplest way to go even tho counting from 8 backwards might be the most important.

I know I will need financial freedom to afford comfort and happiness on demand, for myself and my loved ones.

So that’s why I need the bread. It is the key to it all.

That is why WE GET THE BREAD.

I don’t care about the Gucci bags, though leather seats in a Maybach sure feel nice. I’ve seen enough from bird’s eye height and no matter how many Michelin stars, food always all comes back out the other end.

So let me focus on the simplest, most importantest things in my life.

 

The mission stays the same

BUt I think it is time for a re-brand.

 

Thank You for staying,

A

 

also my Gramma passed peacefully at 101 last weekend, I am processing and coping wierd, also using ded gma as a reason to excuse the other shit in my life but we will figure it out! XOXO love u gma ❤